Every ache in my soul,
Every dream untold,
Every feeling in the world,
Every thing of everything has lead me to you,
And you to me.
You are my heart defined,
Without you I am careless, heartless and cruel.
Without you my soul is crying and lone.
Without you my mind screams that it’s on its own.
Without you I simply cannot go on.
Love will always find a way,
Aching with intensity,
Even when distrust has not given way,
Even when the pain always stays,
My soul aches for you,
My body cries for you,
My mind yearns for your presence in a way it cares for no other.
My greatest drug and high,
My ever lasting lullaby,
My endless eternity,
My unavoidable destiny,
The only one to which that I can make love.
There is nothing within me that is not yours,
There is nothing that I am that doesn’t belong to you,
The reason for my self creation,
The reason for my self destruction,
The reason I exist and breathe.
You are everything that is everything,
And Everything that is me.
I am not from here,
Nor from that which where you come,
I am pure light and pure love.
That which I am,
That which I am created of.
Seeing you made me want to be,
Seeing you made me want to be loved,
Seeing you made me want you.
Seeing you gave me a self conscious that never was.
Something new and undefined,
Something unheard of and unrefined.
So many times, so many times,
Everything I do,
Even in my selfishness has been done for you,
My self creation,
My abilities,
My desires,
And my wants,
None of me would ever exist if it didn’t exist for you.
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May
05
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Self Creation Of Light
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The Time
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The time I believed you wouldn't lie to me
Is so far it's hard to believe it even existed. The girl who was died then too, At least in my heart. But to think, My body still trembles for your touch, My soul craves your Love, And my mind yearns to hear your voice, The way my eyes ache for the sight of you. Yet you've hurt me so much, I've truly learned the meaning of being in Love, For I know the Pain it brings with its touch. |
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Come To Me
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You look at me and I can only wonder what you see
Constantly asking me "why are you so familiar to me" I dont know what to tell you I dont know what to say I dont know how to impart All the things under myself I don't know how to tell who I am what I am I dont see the point Because what is going to come will I'm afraid of the future I know I dont belong on this plane Many things here confuse me And I simply struggle through and wait Wait for the time to come home I'm sending out a beacon to all those I call my own Come to me Come to me So we can finish this life out all surrounded and supported by one another Come to me So we can live, laugh and love each other Come to me So things will be easier on us all Can you come, will you come, Will you try to resist the pull.. Will you turn the other way and run because you don't believe it all.. |
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Her
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As you see her from far away
Her very movements are graceful and otherworldly. You see something about her that draws you near. Beyond the beauty on the outside, You see something else Something untouchable. And you can’t look away, so your held entranced. So now you see that she is different, But you love her anyway. There is something ethereal about her Almost inhuman to a point where she seems but a dream Coming and going in the mist A dream you never want to end. Now you’ve met her and don’t know what to say. You’ve now met the one of many names. |
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Hiding it
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I see you and you see me,
we don't say anything. We don't know what to say, you don't know you have my heart and soul and that is where they will stay. I'm loving you with all my heart and hiding it in my eyes, all you can see is my desire for you behind my disguise. You think we're nothing but friends, and that's ok with me; but if you knew the truth would you run, or stay with me? I don't understand my feelings and I don't expect you too; but if you are whom I think you are your my soul mate. So I'll let it seem like we're friends, and we are but in the end that will not stop me from feeling the way I do. |
May
05
Written For/About Me: "One Day"
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This one written by someone we'll call Lavenka
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One day when it goes away
The deepest pool of my heart bubbles up And says return to her and bring her back to the place Where she will know she is on the right path to the dwelling within For loving all her children is not a sin It’s the first time I felt a child when I saw her eyes Took my by surprise Without disguise I used to run And abandon my heart Then I returned to the moment we started To feel real All her memories for me to feel While she surrounds herself with those who steal and take what they cannot comprehend They mean no harm They just respond to the storm they think she generates But the truth is she reminds them of their own truth It’s a reflective quality that needs no proof It’s in her eyes It’s in her voice It’s in her free will Where you have no choice But to deal with your self Or run and put it away on some shelf For it is no one else but her And your own meaning You can be what you want with her As I have And no, no shame Deal with your own game And never be the same Grow with her Not for her And respond to nothing outside yourself Attachment to nothing other than your own light Why does it give such a fright? Why do I allow and enable When with her I feel capable To rebuild all the walls I have known To make them higher To make them grander For who me When my love cannot Even begin to operate in such a joyless world I just hope for my own saving And release this craving for her love and truth and to be guided to the highest roof Where spirits float and swim Like we all do when life begins Return to the womb or live out life without her in a tomb It’s for us to decide And for the creator to give us the room To know To feel To begin a new deal With our own instruments Our own tools Where are the rules How can I refuse? When can I really choose? When I live a fate that is not mine To feel so entwined in her glorious ways I have more than one role in this play So many characters So many parts I only remember one moment Then it falls apart I reach for her And hold her inside What can I do? Who will decide? |
May
05
Written For/About Me: "As I Lay Here Awake At Night"
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This was written by someone we'll call Destiny....Years ago
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As I lay here awake at night,
I think of things of my delight. I ponder what will happen next. But I know for what ever it may be, that it will be for the best. I wish I could turn into a dove, so I fly from this place and go to my love. I hate not what I do nor say, but that which has happened and that where I stay. Yet I seem not to forget the one I truely love, not my father, mother nor my brothers, but the one that is not of my blood. My heart can never forget her face nor name. When I am with her things are never the same. As I lay here growing tired, my mind becomes full of fire, not a bad fire but as good as any, a fire that's known not to very many. A fire that drives you to your innermost fantasies, where you may see gnolms, wizards, witches, and fairies. A land of the unknown, but to you it's home. A place of adventures and tales, a place with no borders nor boundries, the place of the Nothing, and the place of the Everything. Yet this place is calling me because I am late, for my Fantastica awaits. For I am going home without a fight so I say to you have a good night. |
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Written For/About Me: "Love Will Find Out The Way"
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This was written by someone we'll call Destiny....Years ago
Over the mountains and under the waves,
Under the fountains and under the graves; Under floods that are deepest, which Neptune obey, Over rocks that are steepest, love will find out the way. When there is no place for the glow worm to lie, Where there is no space for receipt of a fly; Where the midge dares not venture lest herself fast she lay, If love came, he will enter and will find out the way. You may esteem him a child for his might; Or you may deem him a coward for his flight: But if she whom Love doth honor be coceal’d from the day--- Set a thousand guards upon her, Love will find out the way. Some think to lose him by having him confined; And some do suppose him, poor heart! To be blind; But ne'er so close you wall him, do the best that you may, Blind Love, if you so call him, will find out the way. You may train the eagle to stoop to your fist; Or you may inveigle the Phoenix of the East; The lioness, you may move her to give over her prey; But you will never stop a lover He will find out his way. If the earth it should part him he would gallop it over; If the seas should over thwart him, he would swim to the shore; Should his Love become a swallow, through the air to stray, Love will lend wings to follow, and will find out the way. There is no striving to cross his intent; There is no contriving his plots to prevent; But if once the message greet him that his true Love does stay, If death should come and meet him, Love will find out the way..... |
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Dreaming Of You
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I lay in bed the other night,
And I started to dream about you. You came and seduced me into making love to you, Not like it was hard for you to do... I can't stop dreaming about you, I haven't yet. And every morning I wake and remember your not mine. So I just think of you instead. The way you where in my dream, Demanding and forceful yet giving and caring. The way you touched me, Rough but gentle. The way you made me feel, Like everything in the world is alright, I think I fell a little in love with you, Who is the one in my dreams. |
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I Could Lie
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I could look in your eyes and lie,
Say I don't want you. That I don't know your near me every second you're in the room. I could look at you with tears in my eyes and say I no longer love you, But it'd be a lie. But I won't... I may think what I feel is a weakness, But part of me knows I'm wrong. If you ask me I won't look in your eyes and lie, I won't say anything except "Do you still love me?" "Answer that and you'll answer the question you've asked me." But sometimes I don't think I'll ever see you again, And even if I do maybe you won't ask me. |
