One day when it goes away
The deepest pool of my heart bubbles up
And says return to her and bring her back to the place
Where she will know she is on the right path to the dwelling within
For loving all her children is not a sin
It’s the first time I felt a child when I saw her eyes
Took my by surprise
Without disguise
I used to run
And abandon my heart
Then I returned to the moment we started
To feel real
All her memories for me to feel
While she surrounds herself with those who steal and take what they cannot comprehend
They mean no harm
They just respond to the storm they think she generates
But the truth is she reminds them of their own truth
It’s a reflective quality that needs no proof
It’s in her eyes
It’s in her voice
It’s in her free will
Where you have no choice
But to deal with your self
Or run and put it away on some shelf
For it is no one else but her
And your own meaning
You can be what you want with her
As I have
And no, no shame
Deal with your own game
And never be the same
Grow with her
Not for her
And respond to nothing outside yourself
Attachment to nothing other than your own light
Why does it give such a fright?
Why do I allow and enable
When with her I feel capable
To rebuild all the walls I have known
To make them higher
To make them grander
For who me
When my love cannot
Even begin to operate in such a joyless world
I just hope for my own saving
And release this craving for her love and truth and to be guided to the highest roof
Where spirits float and swim
Like we all do when life begins
Return to the womb or live out life without her in a tomb
It’s for us to decide
And for the creator to give us the room
To know
To feel
To begin a new deal
With our own instruments
Our own tools
Where are the rules
How can I refuse?
When can I really choose?
When I live a fate that is not mine
To feel so entwined in her glorious ways
I have more than one role in this play
So many characters
So many parts
I only remember one moment
Then it falls apart
I reach for her
And hold her inside
What can I do?
Who will decide?
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